Monday, September 22, 2008

Back again.........

Lets see what life has in store for me now (I think I am ready for it).........I finally passed the kidney stones, thank heavens......I don't remember having so much pain before. Just in time for TOM to show up! Then things got better and better. On Tuesday last week, my son wrecked his car. He was ok. Just some bruising and pain in the left shoulder where the seat belt was. No major injuries. Well, he went to school the next day, and him and a classmate were messing around, and pretty soon, it got out of hand and they were in a full blown fight. Brenndan thought that he was ok, but he was hurting in his lower rib area. I made him sit through the rest of the day, and he was looking pretty gray....ashy color.......and then he started vomiting and not feeling well at all......I took him to Urgent care, just to find out that they didn't have a doctor in.......why they were open, I will never know. Anyway, we ended up at the emergency room, where he proceeded to act like "he-man" and like he was ok. Well, after he threw up in front of the doctor that he was talking to, they took him to x-ray and did a CT scan........we then found out that they weren't going to let him go home........he has a spleenic laceration........just one step below a rupture. He could have bled to death and we would have not known what was happening. So my son was in the hospital until Friday. He was told to take it easy and he can't do much for at least a month.......so therefore, my starting back on the Hcg was put on hold again......Man, that was the longest short week that I have ever had.......I mean, me not feeling well, and then all of this other stuff happening, the week went fast, but slow. It has been crazy. So, the plan is that I will definitely start my load days on this weekend, after we get back from our trip to Idaho for business. I am so frustrated because of the situation. I am going to lose this weight, and I am starting this weekend, no matter what....
Well, I had better go.....I am tired and emotionally exhausted.......gotta go get some rest..........
until next time, take care

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Hello Everyone

Today has been a day. I haven't been feeling really well the last couple of days, had some pain in my right side. I went to the Dr and found out that I have kidney stones. Never had that problem before. He told me to drink a lot more water......I asked him if a gallon a day wasn't enough......he told me that if that is what I am used to drinking, then no...drink more..........Problem is I just don't feel like drinking more. I have been forcing myself to drink more than that. I gotta get better. I can't stand the pain......(big baby) So now my visit to Idaho is put on hold for 2 weeks and I am going to spend the rest of the week getting better so I can start my loading this weekend. On Saturday instead of Monday like I planned. That will be so much better for me. Not much else going on in my life right now. They don't want me at work because even though I am moving, and getting done, I am doing it very slowly. So I spent most of the day today in bed hugging my pillow. I feel a little better getting some rest.......haven't slept well for a few days.....
Anyway, just a little update for you......Until next time, take care

Monday, September 8, 2008

Finally!

Well, I have been trying for over a week to post on this stupid thing, but to no avail. I have been told that there is no such email addy and I have been told that I dont have a blog at all. I finally called DrugDelivery and the gentleman that I spoke to told me to email Tammy. So, I did. Then I thought, I will try again (4th time tonight) and wow, it let me in! Wouldn't you know it, when you finally ask for help, it works........(kindof like my car when I tell my husband that it is making a noise that isn't right.....it wont do it for him) Well, I haven't changed my email address, nor the password......the same one that I have been using all along, and finally tonight it works for me......go figure. Makes no sense to me. I will be starting again with the load days and injections on Monday. We are going out of town on business for the weekend and then everything should settle down and somewhat get back to normal. I hope. Since I had all the problems, I took a mini leave from the Hcg, because I wasn't getting anywhere with the stress. Now I have my focus back and I am ready to lose this weight. My goal is 40lbs by Christmas. With the way this works, I figure that shouldn't be a hard goal to obtain.

Well, I had better get, it is late and I am going to go and check on my guys and then I am going to bed. Until next time, take care.....