to start over again

Hi everyone, and sorry it has taken me so long to update this. I received a call the other night from DD.ca, and I am afraid that I wasn't very nice to the person on the other end of the line. It just really kind-of set me off that they called to remind me to update my blog. It wasn't her fault that I am slacking in that department, but it upset me to think that I needed a reminder. I told her that other things had been happening my life that were more important than writing in my blog or even more important than turning on the computer. I am sorry that I was rude and if I hurt her feelings, I didn't mean to. That was the frame of mind I was in at the time. I definitely have had my share of problems. I am not trying to make excuses for me, or my actions, just trying to tell you what is happening. So sorry dd. I did not mean to offend, just defend myself. In the last few weeks, I have not had a very good time trying to stay on my diet, and all the stress that has been part of my daily life, has made it even harder. I just mixed up a new batch of hcg and I am really serious about starting again. I know that this whole batch will be used in helping me lose all that I have regained, and that too is embarrassing. Not something that I want to admit. But there it is in black and white........my shame........I plan on starting over (for real this time) on the weekend. So in 2 days, I will start the loading process to start me on my weight loss journey again. This IS going to be the last time that I have to restart. My life has quieted down some and I think that I am handling the stress better now. No more illness and other factors. Now is the time.........LETS DO IT!
until next time.......take care